30 jun 2009

MORE THAN SUMMER, I NEED A LIFE!
BUT ONE THING BRINGS THE OTHER, I KNOW.

25 jun 2009

TRUE LOVE WAITS

Probably... what am i saying? SURELY they are't gonna read this, but anyway i've to write it.

I start to feel this strange feeling on 2006 i think, yeah. My BFF introduce them to me. I mean, she had a photo and i said like: OMG WHO ARE THEY!? and that's it. Since that single moment i'm in love with those three boys. I'm in love of their voice, their look, their hair, their music, their fingers, which did the bests songs in the world. The once that i can't stop listening, singing, feeling. Those songs takes me to another place, another happy place were i can be just me, were i can feel like i'm living my dreaming life. They are my leak. When i'm boring i just take my guitar and learn some new song, of course one of their songs! haha. That's another good thing they made with me. I always wanted to start playing the guitar, but never take the initiative. But one day i said: HEY THAT'S IT. I'M FED UP ONLY SINGING THEIR SONGS, I WANT TO PLAY IT TOO! and that's. I started to. But i was like too fast. One day i didn't know how to play and the other day i was playing ''Love is on its way'' like a professional! haha.
I can't stop talking of them, or looking pictures of them, watching videos, listening their songs, even i sing their names! haha, it's like a illness. i'd discovered! yeah, i've a jonasease! yeah. but it doesn't have any treatment, yet! When they came here i prosecuted them! haha, not lying, i'd sepend 38 hours woke up, running behind their truck, at he airport, then directly at the hotel, then to the show. non stop at home. I mean, since 11 PM I was out of my house! but unfortunately i couldn't saw them more than through a window. But, that was enough. Of course that with the show i was completely happy. i mean, that was the BEST day of my life. not kidding. 5.21.09. I couldn't stop crying. But that's not the thing.
The thing is that the Jonas Brothers are my life now. I'm serious about it. I dream with them, i hope one day could see them in the eyes and tell them all this. That i'm very grateful of all they give me. That they show me a way i never know, that they are like my salvation, they are my rol model, they are all i can think about, that one day (if i can't marry Joe) i'll meet some guy who at least has the half of good things that they have. Also i wanted to say that, i've got ALL things i could of them! haha. I've got all single magazines they are, i've got 6 CDs (I HAVEN'T THE BEST CD, "IT'S ABOUT TIME" BECAUSE I DIDN'T FOUND IT! IT'S MY CARMA! I MEAN, IS THE BEST CD AND I HAVEN'T! POOR ME, THAT'S THE PUNISHMENT OF LIVING HERE) i've got all my walls with posters, i've got the book, i've got camp rock, i'll have the jb concert experience when it go out on sale, i've got a folder with more than 2000 photos, i've seen all their videos, i've read all their notes, i've seen all their live chat, i know every single song of them, since "Dear good" by Nick, Nick J is off the chain, i've got Nick's dog tag all because they make me love them.
Now i can't even imagine a life without them. i mean, my life will suck without them. I wouldn't have a reason, i wouldn't have a breath, like i'd said, they are my life now. Now and for the rest of my life (because i'm gonna marry Joe, remember? lol). Not kidding, i've got plans! haha.
Well, now i'm done, but not with super stars! haha. That is a little of my feelings, i hope u enjoy it.
If u do, please write me back!
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with love, b.
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20 jun 2009

DO YA, DO YA, DO YA LOVE ME?