23 dic 2009

Errar es humano.

19 dic 2009

treinta Y uno de diciembre <3

18 dic 2009

YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU

felicidad

Durante el año suelo pasar por varios momentos raros, aburridos, complicados, amorosos, divertidos, de peleas, guerras, paz y amor, amistad, musica, de salidas, encierros, estudio, bronca, cansancio, risa, llanto, lluvias, sol. Estoy muy emocionada, o muy desepcionada. Estoy anciosa, o muy vacia. Paso del fanatismo completo a no hacerlo. Me olvido de todo, o no puedo parar de pensar. Es algo raro, hasta hace unos dias estaba en stand by pero hace dos semanas que mi vida es: caos. Estudio, nervios, miedos. Muchisimo miedo, de no poder pasar el mejor año de mi vida con mis amigas, con mis amigos, de estar encerrada un año mas en esa posilga de colegio al que voy. De tener que soportar un año mas a cada pelotudo que se cree mas por darme ordenes y yo como una idiota tener que cumplirlas. De tener que pasar todo el verano con el corazon en la boca pensando que si no daba alguna bien me iba a pasar todo eso, que para mi es practicamente lo peor que me puede pasar en el mundo, no estar con mis amigas. Pero hoy la queridisima señora Urso (queridisima hasta ahi digamos jaja) me dio la meeeejor noticia posible. Un glorioso 6- en la materia que me complica la vida, que es mi karma y que me va a seguir practicamente hasta que me muera. Bah, en realidad la llegaria a amar por completo el 21 de diciembre a las... 10 de la mañana cuando me entregue la de 3ro, que seguramente este bien, por eso nisiquiera me preocupo. O sea, no es una posibilidad que me vaya mal, es asi. Asique a este momento de mi vida lo llamaria... alivio. Paz, por fin llego lo que mas deseo desde el 1 de marzo, divinas vacaciones. Sol, salidas, amigos, playa. Se que va a ser por poco tiempo, no es tanto como me gustaria a mi, pero por eso lo voy a tratar de disfrutar al maaaximo. En el verano la gente esta mas linda, mas divertida, mas suelta. Es lo mejor. AMO EL VERANO, creo que se nota. Puedo llegar a ahcer cuentas y cuentas deseadno que llegue este mismisimo dia en el que digo: listo, por casi dos meses soy libre. Me gustria decir que por tres meses lo soy, pero bueno estoy en un colegio de mierda que no me lo permite.
No podria decir que estoy completa, pero casi que si. Hace mucho tiempo que no me sentia tan asi conmigo misma. Este año estuve mas en pleito conmigo misma que en paz. Seria tambien que no estaba completamente perfecta con las relaciones externas. Pero supuestamente hay que quererse a uno mismo para poder querer a los demas, para mi no. Empezas queriendo a los otros, y te queres porque ves que otro te quiere. Te hace sentir que sos alguien, algo importante en su vida, y eso es lo que me hace quererme por lo que soy. Pero claramente, tiene que haber una paz antes. Creo que ya llegue a esa paz, donde esta todo bien conmigo, con los demas pero igual, falta ese ALGO pero que yo misma no lo puedo conseguir. Viene solo. O mejor dicho faltan menos de 4 meses para que llegue el posible amor de mi vida [PEDRO b ] jaja. Por dios, como voy a malcriar a ese bebe. Voy a hacer que haga todo lo que no pude hacer! jaja anque sea nene, no me improta. Va a tener los mismos sueños que yo, son unisex despues de todo, no? jaja.
Se podria decir que es como una carta de despedida (?) jaja, que claramente nadie la va a leer. Quizas sofi y franquito (si es que todavia se acuerda de mi :P). Pero bueno. Es un año mas, o uno menos jaja. El año que viene va a ser el mejor año de la vida, lo se y lo espero con ansias. Pienso enfiestarme todos los dias, tratar de ahcer algo asi no me clavo como este año, aunque no me importa hacerlo poruqe ya nada me puede retener en esa caca. Y nada.. eso basicamente. Hace como dos semanas que no podia entrar y hacer y escribir lo que queria, asique me descargue por un buen rato.
Chau, hasta la proxima (:

11 dic 2009

2 dic 2009

b Peter King
This is world that we live in. I feel myself get tired.
Maybe I was mistaken. I heard a rumor that you quit this day and age. Well, maybe I was mistaken. Bless your body, bless your soul. Pray for peace and self control. I gotta believe it's worth it without a victory, I'm so sanctified and free. Well, maybe I'm just mistaken.
Lesson learned and the wheels keep turning.
This is the world that we live in. I can't take blame for two. And maybe we'll make it through. Bless your body, bless your soul. Reel me in and cut my throat. Underneath the waterfall, baby we're still in this boat.
This is the world that we live in, feel myself get tired. This is the world that we live in.
I had a dream that I was falling down.
There's no next time around a storm wastes its water on me but, my heart was free. I guess it's the world that we live in. It's not too late for that. This is the world that we live in. And no, we can't go back. This is the world that we live in. We still want something real. This is the world that we live in.
I know that we can heal over time.

30 nov 2009

Have faith. Restart

28 nov 2009

con la K de matador

La rompieron!






y mas en www.youtube.com/user/belebebe

27 nov 2009

HOY!

25 nov 2009

ALL I NEED IS LOVE

23 nov 2009

keep your ways

Save some face, you know you've only got one. Change your ways while you're young. Boy, one day you'll be a man. Oh girl, he'll help you understand. Smile like you mean it. Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside. We lost track of the time. Dreams aren't what they used to be. Some things sat by so carelessly. So smile like you mean it-

4 días!

20 nov 2009

I stop your breathing everytime I'm around.
Girl your body's sweating and your hands start to shake.
I know you can't control your eyes but, I know that your looks are fake.
So tease me once and I swear I'll forget how it feels when youve got nothing left.
Well take it slow and only work at it sometimes oh yeah...

Can you take me back to the person I used to be? Back when you were there for me.
I Know it seems like forever but, do me this favor please.
Way back when we were stupid held grudges just to help us sleep oh my God, how ridiculous were we?
He knows exactly what to do, whenever I’m alone with him. I can barely make a move by the time the he opens up his eyes. He sings to me at night. He singing: pa ra pa pa pa ra pa pa ra pa ra pa.
I know that he barely knows me, and I’m fake in love with him. It’s like I’m singing karaoke, and I forgot the second verse. But, I can make up my own words. I know our love is new. I barely know you. I’ve fallen over you. It’s the way you do the things you do that make me fall in love with you. Are you in love with me too?
He’s got a little bit of money and a little bit of this and its all he needs to live. I’ve got a little bit of love and a little bit of that and it’s all I have to give. This time, I’ll try not to show that I am not letting go. I’ll show you and you’ll know that I’m not letting go. I’m in love with you, are you in love with me too?

16 nov 2009

could you?

Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster. Let's get these teen hearts beating faster. I've got more win, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me. Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no, you know it will always just be me. Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster. So testosterone boys and harlequin girls. Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster.

14 nov 2009

shalalalalala my oh my!

8 nov 2009

scream!


5 nov 2009

I can't do the talk, like the talk on the TV. And I can't do a love song, like the way it's meant to be. I can't do everything, but I'd do anything for you. I can't do anything, except be in love with you!

25 oct 2009

mm, me mojé

21 oct 2009

party every day

18 oct 2009

So mothers be good to your daughters too.
Y

16 oct 2009

THE BEST MEDICINE Y

15 oct 2009

Gotta change my answering machine now that I'm alone. Cuz right now it says that we can't come to the phone, and I know it makes no sense. Cuz you walked out the door, but it's the only way I hear your voice anymore -it's ridiculous- It's been months and for some reason I just can't get over us. And I'm stronger then this. Enough is enough. No more walkin round with my head down. I'm so over being blue. Cryin over you. And I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears. So done with wishing you were still here. Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow. So why can't I turn off the radio? Gotta fix that calender I have that's marked July 15th because since there's no more you. There's no more anniversary. I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you and your memory. And how every song reminds me of what used to be. That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs. Why can't I turn off the radio Leave me alone -Stupid love songs- Dont make me think about her smile or having my first child. Let it go.

14 oct 2009

COOMING SOON

JASON MRAZ 18-11
27-11 THE KILLERS

13 oct 2009

you make me wanna lose control <3

11 oct 2009

I'm gonna put you first.
I'll show you what you're worth,
If you let me inside your world.

7 oct 2009

I do not hook up, up. I go slow. So if you want me, I don't come cheap. Keep your thing in your pants and your heart on your sleeve.

5 oct 2009

Salud

buena cara (Y)

I want the money, money and the cars, cars and the clothes, the shoes. I suppose. I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful -

4 oct 2009

What about you

A veces me siento perdida, inquieta, sola y confundida. Entonces me ato a las estrellas y al mundo entero le doy vueltas. Estoy buscando ese momento. La música que cuando llega, me llena con su sentimiento. Con sentimiento, vida llena.

26 sept 2009

two thousand and nine <3

23 sept 2009

22 sept 2009

Cada vez que sale el sol, despiertas tu, despierto yo. Y la luz, sale a buscar las cosas que escondio la oscuridad. Ahora ves adonde estas. Ahora sabes adonde vas. Buscaras, elejiras el buen camino por donde caminar... Y cada vez que nace un niño, sale el sol. Despues de todas las tormentas, sale el sol. Debes vencer la soledad y no temer la adversidad. Tras de la noche mas profunda sale el sol. Cada vez que salga el sol, amiga mia recuerdalo somos tres, los dos y el sol. Somos el mundo que otro dia desperto. Y cada vez que nace un niño, sale el sol. Despues de todas las tormentas, sale el sol. Debes vencer la soledad y no temer la adversidad. Tras de la noche mas profunda sale el sol -

tratame suavemente

13 sept 2009

I'm nice right now, man. I feel good. If you have a drink, would you please put it in the air? That party last night was awfully crazy. I wish we taped it. I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked. Drink my beer and smoke my weed but my good friends is all I need. Pass out at 3, wake up at 10, go out to eat then do it again. Man, I love college. I wanna go to college for the rest of my life. Sip Banker's Club and drink Miller Lite. On Thirsty Thursday and Tuesday Night Ice and I can get pizza a dollar a slice. So fill up my cup, let's get fucked up. I'm next on the table, who want what? I am champion at beer pong. Allen Iverson, Hakeem Olajuwon don't even bounce, not in my house. Better hope you make it otherwise you naked. Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted. Woke up today and all I could say is. Um, that party last night was awfully crazy I wish we taped it. I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked. Drink my beer and smoke my weed but my good friends is all I need. Pass out at 3, wake up at 10, go out to eat then do it again. Man, I love college, ay! And I love drinking, ay! I love women, ay! Man, I love college. I can't tell you what I learned from school but I could tell you a story or two, um. Yeah, of course I learned some rules like: don't pass out with your shoes on -get the Sharpie!-And don't leave the house 'til the booze gone -no, we're not leaving- and don't have sex if she's too gone. When it comes to condoms put two on -trust me- then tomorrow night find a new jawn. Hold the beer bong, nothing wrong with some fun -here, hold this- even if we did get a little bit too drunk. Time isn't wasted when you're getting wasted. Woke up today and all I could say is that party last night was awfully crazy. I wish we taped it. I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked. Drink my beer and smoke my weed but my good friends is all I need. Pass out at 3, wake up at 10, go out to eat then do it again. Man, I love college, ay! I love drinking, ay! I love women, ay! I love college. Now if everybody would please put their drink as high as they can as high as they can. And repeat after me Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!Freshmen! Freshmen! Freshmen! Freshmen! Do something' crazy! Do somethin' crazy! Do something' crazy! Do somethin' crazy! Keg stand! Keg stand! Keg stand! Keg stand! -that party last night- Man, I love college. I love it! -that party last night- Alright everybody, I gotta head back to class for a little bit that party last night was awfully crazy. I wish we taped it -you know it's going down- I danced my ass off and had this one girl completely naked. Drink my beer and smoke my weed but my good friends is all I need - you're all invited, bring your friends- Pass out at 3, wake up at 10, go out to eat then do it again. Man, I love college. Do I really have to graduate? Or can I just stay here for the rest of my life?