15 oct 2009

Gotta change my answering machine now that I'm alone. Cuz right now it says that we can't come to the phone, and I know it makes no sense. Cuz you walked out the door, but it's the only way I hear your voice anymore -it's ridiculous- It's been months and for some reason I just can't get over us. And I'm stronger then this. Enough is enough. No more walkin round with my head down. I'm so over being blue. Cryin over you. And I'm so sick of love songs So tired of tears. So done with wishing you were still here. Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow. So why can't I turn off the radio? Gotta fix that calender I have that's marked July 15th because since there's no more you. There's no more anniversary. I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you and your memory. And how every song reminds me of what used to be. That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs. Why can't I turn off the radio Leave me alone -Stupid love songs- Dont make me think about her smile or having my first child. Let it go.